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1 year ago · Thoughts, · Explicit
I merely get up to ASK 1 QUESTION. then all hell breaks loose. My mentally unstable dad pushes me to the point of exploding FOR NO REASON then denies any wrong doing calling me stupid etc etc etc etc. Denies any wrong doing at all despite trying to instigate it. Pushes me to that point then him plus mom both tells me to shut up. I tell him what'd I do so wrong to start this all he can say is drop it go in there. He's been grumbling about shit for days. Well when he pushes me to exploding he plays victim says ok im dialing 911. I DIDN'T FUCKING DO ANYTHING WRONG TO BEGIN WITH.
he started repeatedly saying everybody acts like they don't want my aunt here she called at near 7 am I merely came to ask who called. It escalated to that smh. I get blame for all of it he wouldn't quit saying I'll just tell her nobody wants here. I didn't say a fucking word about it he just kept on with it. Then escalated it into a shouting match and then im to blame as always then when im at shouting point im told to "drop it". I hope you all have the day you deserve. 😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠Smh. Yes I called him an sob in anger. He does this stuff to me when he's drunk too. God I want vengeance.
Well I didn't deserve any of this all I did was walk in the fucking room ask a question. I told him to not start with me im not gonna be your verbal punching bag then in a sour tone I get told "nobody's making you my punching bag" theni go why don't you talk your drug dealer j, fake address keeper d, and my aunt c like this.? He don't answer he just spout's bullshit at me. Hope you get what you deserve dad. If not for me you'd been at the hospital last week from your stupid drug abuse running out of it. I hope you get what you deserve. Then im the bad person here for exploding smh
Borderline personality, drug withdrawal, IDGAF nothing entitled you to treat me this way dad on top of all past Abuse. I want vengeance for that. Hope you get out of my life and get what you deserve. I was not expecting it prepared to fight with him this morning its still after 7 am. Instead of defending me mom consoles the dog. And you wonder why people are taking their own life in my area? Id almost consider it now. Nobody has my back butGod . Im done with you dad I hope God sees all how you've mistreated me. I don't fight with anyone unless im pushed into it.
Oh ok so If im so "stupid" dad who ate 100 pills in a week? Then goes 😭help me im out? You of course. But Tell me if you're so inclined. I'll wait. Fkn narcissist mental drug addict. Get out of my life and don't come back. I won't miss you. Good riddance.
Another example of how him using weed affects his psychosis when he stops. Well I won't make no excuses for him because there was no excuse for this. Maybe he's panicking not wanting to get drug help. We're supposed to be moving this day or the next. Idk God help me please I've took enough Abuse from my dad. Then he still goes "I didn't do nothing" . Ok its your story dad tell it how you like smh sigh. Mentally unstable Narcissist
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