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Its still uncertain now when were gonna move but we're sitting on most everything packed up I had to tear out my bed clothes and redo my bed. And other stuff etc. I know none of them could help that other guy getting covid but nobody wears masks but us finally the this guy b showed up in one I knew it was odd he never wore one hardly ever telling us. Yeah we don't want covid either. Itd kill my dad he's got copd . He can't breathe well now.
No hurry if we have to move the effing boxes ourselves though. His entire team is spread too thin on various projects. And they want to feature mom and I in a story I guess them helping us or something idk. But they're shady and unorganized. Hey we didn't ask to be displaced they're buying this place up rooting us. So. But we needed outta here. We wouldntmoved otherwise they can't keep money.
But it'll be what'll it be I guess. You know what's funny too mom n I have heard foot steps upstairs yet its supposed to be empty n locked. Idk unless somebody's squatting. Doors locked though.
Dad claim's oh I'll only buy a few (drugs). Idk what to believe. He's got 0 control. If he puts me through that again to try to fight me I'll have his ass locked up. Nothing validates him pushing me threatening my life then going oh I don't remember ðŸ˜I'm out of drugs help me AFTER EATING 100 FKN PILLS IN A WEEK . His Addiction is not my problem I'm tired of him making it mine.
Oh sure have compassion he says. I try. But He didn't have compassion when he hurt n injured me 4 yrs ago. How do I process that. ? If he don't straighten up my compassion will go dry. It near has. He's an abuser. Never apologized.
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