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Dear Char,
I want to start off by saying sorry. Sorrg I couldn't make enough time for you. I'm sorry I wasn't a good girlfriend. But I do have something to share with you. I am actually suicidal and have been for the past 4 years. I couldnt think straight during the relationship because i had never experienced something that happy in my life. the cause for being suicidal was depression. i was so mentally exhausted every night after school. i tried helping you as much as i could with homework but some days i couldnt do it. I tried staying up on call but i always kept falling asleep. When i wasnt asleep i was probably crying over petty things. and i know that no excuse to be a terrible girlfriend and i so deeply apologise for that, i just thought you should know. I wish you all the best with your new partner. seems like you moved on quickly. When you said that i was falling out of love with you, i wasnt. i swear on my mothers life i wasnt. and when you said that you were falling out of love with me that made me go back in time to my past suicidal times. i have thought about doing it many times since. But i want to hear your story in a few years timem i want to know if your self harm is better. so i wish you all the best i love you
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