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Not getting a job at 15-something years old. I'd be saving my money until I could move out, and rent a room or an apartment. I resent myself for not doing something simple. It's just an effort, nothing out of reach or demanding tons of experience. Why did I believe my parents it would be better to stay at home to help them?
All the times I had to hear: “your brothers only got a job at 25.” instead of comforting me only made me feel worse. It doesn't change the times I wished I was dead. Why? Saying I'd never be somebody. Never will get a job. Never will move out. Never changing for the better, growing up. I can't stand this house. I can't stand you. Ask me if I remember the good things? None, because I forgot as I grew older. Still, getting called ungrateful, dumb, useless. You don't know how much you hurt me. Hearing the same stuff over and over again until it becomes true doesn't heal easily like applying ointment for injuries. I don't even smile anymore. Then you pretend to care asking me when did I start being this way, what happened and so.
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move out when ur 18, get a job then. more common than you think to not have a job before then
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