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Life what is life for you and what makes you happy? Looking at myself, I see that life is not good is not bad but would certainly be worse, we would get old and sick and have health problems and the whole life would be just pain. In other words we in certain time are in the best point of the life. Is it good? do you enjoy it? Not really I guess rushing make money rushing to make exams rushing to take care of kids.
So what do you enjoy from the life? I do not mean that what you like to do from time to time but what do you enjoy? Imagine ie. your pet or mum dies what in that moment would you ultimately enjoy?
For me life is just peace of f* duty, I have not asked anyone to be here and unfortunately I see the purpose of my life and that is to take care of my family.
Some people have problem coz they do not have what to eat or people have problem that they could not stop to eat. I have a problem that you have to eat. I just a f* duty, otherwise it hurts to be hungry.
People say that su!c1de is permanent solution for temporarily problem. Yea problem is that even if that problem disappear life is long enough to bring you another problem. Yes in the life is needed problems also so we can enjoy when they are solved.1) there are problems that could not be solved (age/some health conditions) 2) you even do not need to have problem problem could simply be that you do not have any joy to be her for.
I would like to not exists anymore but there are reasons why I have to be here as:
family(make then unhappy etc.), fear and worse of all f* reincarnation. Iam successful, healthy fine looking young man. Honestly I have hard time imagine what a better life could look like. That actually might be also a problem. If i gonna k!ll myself so I could endup in some chinese labor camp, or being a woman in some country where there lives in fear and often are less worth then a cow.
THey often write if you're afraid that you gonna commit a su1c!de contact us on the line we gonna help you etc. Why should be one afraid of a success?
I just have to find any joy in life, there are always some restrictions, some problems some negatives whether there are related to law, personal or moral or any other stand.
Iam just wasting my life and at the end I just gonna tell myself that I have wasted it. At least it would not be as bad as labor camp or alike in next life.
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Life isn't about enjoyment. It contains time of enjoyment and times of sadness. Life is a lot of things with a lot of experiences.
ReplyThanks for reply. Why it is a huge problem when someone do not want those things nor experiences? The only real problem I can see is that it would make close people sad.
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