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Before I met you, I found joy in just breathing, in being alive. It didn’t really matter what I was doing, or who I was with, I could truly make the most of every moment. It’s hard to admit and accept that since you I don’t feel excitement about life at all and it’s an effort to get motivated. If I’m honest, what motivates me most is getting to a place where my life is full enough where I no longer wake up plagued by thoughts of you and the impossibility of my love for you. To get to the point where other things truly motivate and excite me, where I don’t just see regret over how you brought out the absolute worst in me, couldn’t appreciate the best of me and turned out not to be at all what I thought you were. I know I’ll get there. I know I’ll meet people who love, respect and appreciate me and to whom I can give the same. I now see you for what you were: a deeply troubled, unreliable and unstable person. I was attracted to trauma, and for that reason I’ll be very wary of attraction in the future. I don’t need a partner, but like most people I’d rather have friends than spend all my time on my own. I’m sure there’s a really great person without mental problems who is worthy of my love. Not that I’m dissing people with mental problems, but I need a stable person and I’m ok acknowledging that. It’s like your trauma triggered mine and it was a toxic mess. I hope you’re happy with your ‘asylum babe’ and if you can make that work, ok. I can’t. I’m too sensitive for that much instability. I wish you the best. I truly hate you. I truly love you. I’m moving on. Adieu.
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Maybe the fact that the worst was brought out in you wasn't just down to the other person, maybe some of the fault lies with you.
Reply🤣🤣🤣🤣 Gotta love the Internet, people who don’t know you from Adam gotta add blame and hurt to your trauma. If you actually knew what happened you would shut your mouth faster than I can say mashed potato. But that’s another reason I won’t miss processing my trauma on pages like this 🤣🤣🤣 👋
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ReplyI feel related to the beginning. Nice pain like a sad story in a paint. Wish u find ur peace and happiness again.
ReplyOmg sorry I didnt mean it that way but sorry.. I meant u write good like a book u know? I will just shut up.
ReplyYes it’s not nice to claim your exes are mental, nor is it to tell anyone you spend all your time with friends to forget them. You’re not being a nice person.
Reply…..??! Did I claim either of these things?!? Read properly and the claim an opinion. This is one person who I want out of my life with good reason. They are not a nice person. I don’t owe them nice.
ReplyYou go girl!!! Do you :* You rock!!!
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