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Tired of feeling
5 months ago · · sadness,
I'm tired of feeling anything.
I feel like my heart has always had too much good inside it and no matter what I do I always seem to get hurt all the time.
I don't want to feel anything anymore, I want to turn it all off and stop every emotion that I have so at least I can't keep feeling this pain in my chest.
Another day goes by and I wear another mask, I pretend I'm OK when I know I am not.
I feel sadness and the only time that goes away if when I feel anger instead.
I blame myself for everything and I don't even know why or what I did. I've just been hurting for so long that this is the norm now.
As always, LonelyGirl