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My Unsent Letter (To my close friends, past love, former love, and family.
1 year ago · 1 · Stress, +7
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Please forgive me for grammar errors and other things. I had too many drinks tonite. This is only time that truly express myself.
First, to my former love and crushes. It's not you. It was my toxic exes and other women that give me negative influences. That causes me to go somewhere else. Before the toxic exes, it was your personality and getting to know you better. It is not physical attraction or class hieracry. It is your caring nature and understanding of each other was the main reason that I was attracted to you. However, sometimes chemistry does not attract or do other things that don't work out, or I am not good enough for or/and not mature enough. That's okay for me. Because it is part of the life learning process.
Second, to my family and friends. I am sorry, I will not pass down the stereotype and bring more problems to the next generation. I can see why I feel uncomfortable around my own kind (Race) when comes to relationships or marriage. I am nothing more than a number for higher-ups and repopulated for the group.
Last, to myself and other future women, I am sorry to women who truly loved me. I just cannot see myself with a woman of my own race or European background. It was my toxic exes, family culture traditions, and western influences. Brings more problems to today's society. Even if they managed to change my mind it will take years or high-income resources to gain my trust.
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