What are you looking for?
5 months ago · · sadness,
I miss feeling love. I miss being held and not having to be the first person to ask for a hug or kiss. I miss not having to ask. I miss not feeling like it's wrong to hug and kiss you. I miss not feeling like I need to pull away because you seem uncomfortable.
I feel like I just annoy you, I feel like you don't want me anymore, I feel like you don't even really love me anymore.
My heart is numb, my soul feels crushed and everything just aches.
Longing, hoping and heartache.
I wake up every morning and the sadness hits me. The kind of sadness that you can feel everywhere. The kind that can send you into tears the second you wake up and open your eyes. I can literally feel my heart aching for yours, aching for you.
If only you knew just how much this is destroying me. Being with someone who isn't able to show you or even tell you how much they love you...when it's the only thing I need to keep my heart beating right now.
As always, LonelyGirl