my 13th birthday...

the day before I was miserable at school so I told my mom I might be sick and that I wanna take a covid test but we didn't have any so I waited till morning took my temper and had an ever so my mom saidIi want allowed to go to school and to any normal person that would be a good thing but all it meant to me was: I missed the drama performance that I had been studying all quarter for, I didn't get to see my friends, online school, and worst of all my parents had work and siblings were all in school so I was locked in the annex of my house for the entire day by myself not doing anything but working on school work and feeling like absolute shit I was so lonely but had nothing to do about it I was a teenager now but that's how I would spend my first couple days lonely hungry depressed, on my period and sick as hell. I was hoping to make and decorate my cake with my mom like we usually do but instead, my brother helped her make the cake without telling me, in the end, I wasn't allowed to eat the cake and had to wear a mask when I went into the house my presents revolved around a cheap paint set that hardened in the mail a pair of fake earings and some stencils that's it but after that, I was sent back to the annex so my family could eat cake and dinner while I ate alone in the annex. my mom told people they weren't allowed anywhere near me then she took away my phone because I called my friends without her permission then when I protested she said it was just teenage middle school hormones. I didn't know what else to do. I spent the next 3 days in a loop like this. I ended up missing my last soccer practice and my last day at the art club. but the day I went back I had science and history dcas testing

my birthday is on the 13th so this was supposed to be my golden birthday but instead, it was the worst week of my entire life