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11 months ago · Thoughts, +10 · Explicit
As revenge I wanted to post on social media a pic of my dad flat on the floor from his fall the other day from drugs for mistreating me and mom this morning. But I didn't. He's taking his own self down gradually by living in a continuous drunk drug state so that's probably enough. I mean he said YOU FUCKED EVERYTHING UP BY BEING BORN to me this morning. As I told mom his parents nor hers ever said that stuff. God will have to be your judge dad for all that. I don't claim to be perfect. No he don't do that stuff sober but im not making excuses for him he's said it twice so it must be true. It came out real quick so it was in his heart. I've been cussed at and that I hope I can move on in life at some point without him being far far away. Another lady Amy I know is also dealing with bad Narcissist parents who meet criteria for a narcissist so I know I'm not alone. She's was crying anxious etc for being told so much bad stuff like me by her parents. She gets it. Why do parents do this stuff to their children. Mom's is much better than dad but she's still done stuff to me including use n manipulated me. I'm wondering how dad would feel to be done how he has me. I'm not gonna honor dad today he's not worthy of it. Attempt to make amends dad otherwise you're nothing to me.
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