Lonely

I feel alone all the time. I miss you, but it feels like you never really miss me. I miss being held by you and kissed by you. I miss when it felt like you loved me and were able to show me how you felt about me. I miss feeling like I was yours and only yours. Now I just feel like nothing and nobody.

I know being comfortable with your own company is something people should be able to do but all I feel is heartache as much as I try to get on with life while you fix yourself.

I'm between acting like I don't care to give you space and wanting to be with you and show you how much I love you. Its confusing and hurts like hell. I feel sad and lonely all the time. I'm tired of feeling.

I've been prescribed medication to help my mental health because of all of this now. I'm going to start taking them soon in the hope that it will hurt turn all my emotions off so this doesn't hurt anymore.

As always, LonelyGirl