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Word Vomit Vent
5 months ago · · Stress,
I haven't been on here for a while, almost forgot that this website existed honestly. I've been sitting here staring at my computer screen for almost an hour, wondering what I should do.
It was my final day of high school today, I graduate officially next week. The hard part is over, now I'm going to focus on finding a job. Simple enough, I can manage that.
My life isn't overly stressful, but somehow I'm at a lower rock bottom then I've ever been at before. Somehow even though things have been getting better, I got worse. I don't understand it.
I've been so focused on self harming lately. I don't know why. I know it isn't my only option, but it feels like it is.
This is all just word vomit being tossed onto my screen. Jumbling together sentences that slightly make sense. But I don't know what I'm doing. I know I need help, but I don't know where to start. So I thought maybe if I typed out my issues here, I'd get some brilliant idea along the way while I was typing. But somehow nothing is actually coming to me. It usually works, but right now I'm just a burnt out husk with a blank face.