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Okay so I want people to know my story but I don't wanna mention my name because I don't have courage to tell it to people around with me or close to me. I'm a middle class girl I lost my dad when I was in kindergarten I remember my mom getting a call on July month and she falling down as she was in call and screaming loudly all knew back then was it was just a call. I remember my dad's funeral I don't remember much talking to him as he was staying abroad for work ge was a car driver which I came to know around my college. When I was living in my dad's house I was abused by my own cousin brother he used to touch me inappropriately and used to take me to room and take my shirt off he was in 8th or 9 std and I used have no clue why he used to do that. Then we shifted from that place to new place here it was peaceful and I felt home and pursued my 1st and 2nd std schooling then we had to move again this time it was permanent place my mom built home in her hometown where her brothers used to live nearby. When I was in 5 th 6th I was again abused by my other cousin brother who is a year younger than me he used to touch on places where I didn't like and tried kissing me and this kept on happening every summer vacation until one day he stopped coming because I started my high school. In high school I was ugly girl like people used to tease me with boys so they tell yuck why would u tease me with her. I felt soo insecure about how I look at tried changing my self my mom had not enough money to put braces on my teeth she was housewife and income was from fixed deposit which was needed for me and my sisters education once my sister got job she put braces for me it was in college when I got braces and my college life was my best two years. My braces were off and I still used to feel insecure about my teeth and my looks in school everyone thought my dad was alive but no one knew not even teachers when I was in school I was embarrassed of my family's income and never called my friends over till date no friends have ever visited my house. Then at college my friends knew about my family still they accepted me that's why probably I was stuck on college life. University began my braces were off I felt confident about my self and to my surprise boys actually had crush on me and I was a very soft person and funny I always make jokes it was like I was always hiding my true feelings inside then I said a lie of having a ex boyfriend so as to feel I belonged. But that went bad. Then I had first boyfriend we kissed then I understood he was big mistake left him in two months of dating and he was behind my ex who never existed later I found another boyfriend but spark only last for month or two. I had decided no mor relationship then I started texting a fuckboy wanted to change him couldn't I was heart broken and this time other cousin brother who I was close to started acting weird and started touching inappropriately when I came home for weekends he was doing it until this March and this time even my sister felt he was acting weird and we discussed and I felt relived and I fell again in love now it's 8 month since we started seeing each other I never told him all. He thinks I come of from very chill family but it's not the case. Well this my story.. I have a subject which I have to clear this year which I failed because of my sir I'm a studious girl I never failed in any exam in my life until this year and I was depressed about it for months. All my friends are leaving tomorrow from hostel and I have to stay back a week to write my final exam.. I wrote everything which I couldn't possibly tell to anyone in my life...
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I'm glad that you shared this here.. I hope it relieved you from year long mental stress.
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