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im losing my mind part:1
2 days ago · · Need advise,
Basically, i feel like im really starting to lose my mind. (Im 15 by the way)
So, my aunt came to visit me and my family about a week ago, and she was saying some pretty crazy things. She thought she had this demon inside her or like a negative spirit. Im not really sure to be exact but she was very paronoid that something bad was attached to her. She talked nonstop about how she see’s all of these “connections” and finds meaning in everything. And it got to be very frustrating. Every instince where anything happend (and i mean litterly anything) she would say it was a sign. Like for example if it was raining outside, or theres lightning, or a leak in the cealing, or she see’s the number 3 or 22. To her, that all meant something that only she could see. My honest opinion is that its ridiculous. But the thing is I cant say that because I dont want to hurt her feelings. But all of this is having an affect on me mentally because everyday she has these episodes where she starts screaming or yelling, and overall just acting very very crazy. To the point where it can be a little scary to witness. But considering she’s sleeping in my bedroom and im witnessing everything, i dont really know how to escape from all of the craziness. And I dont know what kind of advice im hoping to get from this, but I just need some help. My dad and my grandmother are trying to support my aunt while she’s going through all of these things. But I dont really know how to express to anyone that im going through a lot of emotional pain as well because of how unstable my environment feels like. And I just dont think its a good idea to keep suffering in silence. So really any sort of advice or piece of wisdom would be very appreciated.