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there is this one boy. he made me the happiest anyone has made me in this lifetime. we talked on and off and ended up getting together. without realising, months passed and I truly felt happy. he was there for my birthday, I was there for his. we went through everything together, thick and thin. last month, was the worst, we ended things and that was that.
there is this other boy. he's like an angel and someone I care for a lot. we are just friends but sometimes, theres times where it feels like we are more. we click, there is a spark that ignited when we first started to talk, when we laughed. I didn't think anything of us, just friends. he is there for most parts of my days, thick and thin too, we are talking and that is that.
my heart, feels caught in the middle of everything.
one that knows all my secrets, who knows my life, a soulmate who maybe isn't meant to be mine forever
and the other who knows me, who knows my life too, a friend who maybe isn't meant to be just a friend.
two boys, two boys i care for, two boys who make and have made me smile, two boys who reassure me whenever they can or could, two boys who I could say I love, but can't.
one heart, caught in the middle of everything, dazed and confused, doesn't know who it belongs to or wants or even needs, one heart that needs a key to it.
i wish i could just turn back the clock and meet the again or fast foward and reunite with them in the future. I wish that my future self knows what she wants and who she needs, it'll be okay. I wish my past self knew how important she was and how she only needs her and only her.
love, a spark, heartfelt, loving.
pain, tough, heartbreaking.
heal, it'll be okay.
to anyone who is caught in the middle of two boys, I get it.
to anyone who is in a ldr(like i was with boy 1), If you need to let go, let go.
to anyone who is confused, you will understand one day.
because quite frankly(even right now) I am confused and worried and need to heal but am still broken, I know it will get better and things, will work out.
Love
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Reply(this is my other acount) thank you, I decided to let them all go and focus on myself, all I need right now is myself to fulfil my needs and wants. thank you kindly :)
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