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1 year ago · · Suicidal Thoughts,
I'm at a point where I just want to give up. I've started anti depressants and the situation I'm in is not improving and only seems to be getting worse.
I've has suicidal thoughts and honestly the only thing keeping me alive right now is my kids. I would never do anything while they were in my care and I don't know if I would or wouldn't act on it when I was on my own. I've thought about writing a suicide note and the ideas of how I would finally end things seem to wonder into my head a number of times a day.
I don't feel good anymore, I hate myself and don't know why, I don't have the best support network and things in my life are just awful right now. I feel like I care about very little if anything and I don't feel strong enough to go on anymore.
I hate this feeling in my body that just feels like heartache, I feel it down to my soul. I keep crying and I just want to run away.
I just dont want to do this anymore.