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They say things change quickly and that change is something inevitable and is a constant. My cat just died, the smartest, most loving, soft and playful cat that he is -- you wouldn't guess that he was a rescue cat from the river and that he was never trained, just really smart as he is. I miss him so much. Sometimes I'd wonder why I am still alive, waking up stressed and burnt out in this world. and then he'd show up, lay on my chest, and just greet me lovingly. A soft meow and a cuddly approach, he would always just stick with you (mostly because he wants food, but regularly he just does it out of nowhere.) He is partly the reason why I'm still continuing to push through the day, I have to feed him, someone to care for and someone who genuinely is fun to be with all the time. He's so responsible, he always grooms his siblings and makes sure he cleans after himself every time. He's also very responsible and caring in the way that he makes sure to play with the little ones (without being too aggressive). I just love the way that he symbolized a new beginning for us, as he was the first cat and the first one we rescued, and the first one we ever raised together, from birth, to his untimely death, like a baby brother.
I'm glad we got to celebrate his first birthday this year, but unfortunately my siblings weren't able to join us because they were away for vacation. He was poisoned by one of our neighbors here in the village. Two other cats in our street died the same way, and /that/ quick, we found them frozen dead in the rain. Someone must have intendedly put rat poison in the bone marrow that my cat had brought into our home (which he never does anyway, but I let it slide because we also ran out of cat food that day.) I will never forgive whoever killed our cat. He never goes away from our house, he's just either on the front porch, or 1 house away (our neighbor to the left have a completely gated and cemented front porch, so my cat wouldn't have gone in + the owner there has a cat of their own so they wouldn't dare to poison other cats), the neighbor to the right though, is suspicious because he's always the one who reported us for so many unnecessary reasons even way back then + he once posted a sign saying "don't let your pets poo here", and we found our cat dead under his parked car. We're also suspicious of the house beside them to their right, coz they once had a little dog that barked every time because they never let him in the house even when it was raining outside.
: ( My cat had always been clean when he poops, he even once trained himself to pee in the bowl in our comfort room/restroom (my mom and I were the only ones to be in the house so we were wondering who peed and didn't flush and we were both from our separate rooms upstairs so no one knew, and then we figured out it was his pee because the side of the toilet bowl had some dirty pawprints in it lol)
I just miss him so much. The whole family were expecting him to last long and live longer because he's hella smart and loving too. He never had tried to get into fights with other cats, much less even cross the road to get under the neighbor's cars. Only 1 house beside and mostly on the top of our lamps on the front porch.
: ) i love you, lili. you are the best cat in the world. you've been with us through one of the most heartbreaking seasons in our coming-into-adult lives, and I will never forget how strong you are despite all of the sickness that had come into our homes. jill, maki, pou and her 3 babies will always remember you. :)) i love you so much, my baby :))
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My heart goes out to you. Losing a cat has to be one of the most painful things in the universe. Lili sounds like a lovely boy.
ReplyI am so sorry you lost your cat. I hope the person that did that gets karma twice as bad back.
ReplyI'm so very sorry this has happened to all of you. I will never forgive who poisoned your cat either! I just hope karma or justice or whatever is served and it never happens again. I know that doesn't help you, but if one person doesn't have to feel the pain you are enduring now, we will both feel better in the end. I'm so glad the time that Lili had on this earth with you was the best! I'm sure if she could talk to you right now she would say "thank you for our time together, I love you and most importanly, so long!
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