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sometimes i just feel so tired of eveyone and want to leave everyone behind. Go to a countryside and work there a normal non materialistic life, i am 22. my bf also broke up all of a sudden with me no reason when i talked to him about it he didnt even know why he broke up like thats so weird, so now we are on abreak cause i wanted to give him space and tbh i feel tired of everything so its better not to talk to him. THough i do miss him like not literally whenever i sleep i dream him so yeah. UGHHHH! i just want o skip few months man. its hard to live in present when you live in past a lot of time lmao. i gave an exam last year and made notes for it, i cleared it but my marks very less to into that college. Its very presitigious. somewhere i still regret my situationa nd circumstances. now its another year cause i end up with a gap year so i am appearing again for exams but i didnt fill the form for that exam again cause i felt i will be able to get in college and no need for a gap year but look at fate. I couldnt give that exam again and got a gap year. now everytime i study those notes back or make new notes i feel that regret, that loss. it makes me hate myself too somewhere. why didnt i fill it again? why was i so sure and how the last two years of my life have been really shitty career wise and family wise and mentally too. only thing that kept me afloat was my relationship and now since past few months my bf is also acting different at times. hes like its been 2 years to our relationship and you are still at home, i am 24 and i feel like a married person in a long distance relationship. but you gotta stay in present right. I am trying hard to stay in present not let my thoughts take the best of me but tbh i want them to take the best of me though they are hurtful but they seem true weirdly.
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Replyits a bit better now, thank you.
ReplyBreathe.
What's in the past has passed. Be grateful for the present. Live in the present. Your future depends on what you do NOW.
I learned a term which resonated well with me, "poco a poco" which means little by little.
So forgive yourself... encourage yourself... and love yourself over and over again each day. And you will find that life gets better poco a poco with each day.
I hope you live well.
Replythank you jordan
ReplyYou are very welcome awkmeal.
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