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Look I don't like being made like its my fault and I'm the bad person here . Dad's in there suffering can't sleep in withdrawal I guess because of his own stupidity of binging on drugs knowing full well he can't do without them YET HE DID ANYWAY at the beginning of this month from July 4th for about a week. 100 pills give or take more or less. Is it my fault he's out or suffering?! NO ITS NOT!!!!! Yet mom pawns it off on me like a hot potato when she's tired being harassed by him Drunk by GIVING THENM ALL TO HIM saying its not my problem I don't take the damn things thus making it my problem BECAUSE IM THE ONE HE RUNS TO WHEN HE'S OUT. How would he feel if he was done this way or mom? No I'm not a perfect person. But I don't make his life hell. Like he does me n mom's.
Yeah dad's in withdrawal I'm assuming. Im also assuming he don't remember cussing mom like in all the posts I got on here. We never get a I'm sorry.
His drug addiction is not my responsibility ok. I'm tired of living in a Mentally I'll family where nobody gives 2 fks about me. Sure. When dad wants something he's my best friend as I told mom today. Afterwards its meh whatever. I don't like that. I'm not toilet paper. Its been years since anybody told me they love me. Dad will tell my aunt I love you. That's it. I mean he did physically assault me 3 times in 4 yrs. Give me death threat too. Why should I feel sorry for him after being called every lowlife, said I was an accident, fkd everything up by being born, being told f u for no reason. Seei remember all this. Dad's parents never did this stuff. Why do I have to suffer for dad's problem he won't seek help for? I hate it I really do.
And don't tell me to call no fkn crisis line! that makes me so mad my aunt did me that way.
Oh hey your dad attacked you plus took your bank account and 401k I'm so sorry πdon't lose your faith. She was the only one I had thought I could trust OBVIOUSLY NOT. Oh But you can't stay here with me for even 1 nite though despite me having a whole apt to myself she's like. I don't give af that's why. Not in words of course.
The cow never even offered. But yet would come to our apt laugh it up with dad going hahahaha πππ ππ€£ dead in his eyes despite me telling her he beat me assaulted meπ . That was most heartless thing I think anybody's ever done to me. Yes she has lupus now. She says she can't remember alot with memory. Is that true though? She used to lie alot Yes she is losing lots of weight for no reason. Losing blood too. I don't wish that on her. I just want an apology for all her bad treatment of me in 2 years. Will I get it not likely. How would she like to have been all alone in a situation at the hands of a psychotic drug drunken addicted mad man like I was.i was punched choked thrown off a porch. Injured my knee. Son of a b!tchπ π π π π π π π I want vengeance Mom looked the other way . took up for him π π π π³π³π³π π π π π . Oh yeah sure I was the bad guy right him physically assaulting me . Uh huh sure. Its bullsh!t. She still sides with him on stuff too. Its not right π. I love mom but that's not right.
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