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1 year ago · · In-laws,
I want to start out by saying sorry on behalf of the wrongs that have come and hurt you. To say I see your struggles and heartbreak. But for you to become entitled in the sorrow and pity to turn your nose up at the people that offered you help and support in your time of need, to the woman that lets you live rent, to the people that took care of your first born long enough to see her first steps. For months now your children to stay days while you have been trying to cope through your struggles.
You have looked upon my struggles with a critical eye that I could never imagine to give a person. She may not be direct family to you but she is to me.
As you are my sister-in-law so is she.
I could never imagine condemning someone to homelessness on assumptions to a situation you don't know the full story on, to take your little knowledge on a situation and let it trump on the word of someone that has been living through this.
You look past the dangers that live right under you nose to project.
In your own assumptions and jump to action and harsh words you have dug a hole of disappointment and resentment for the people around you.
You have hurt me in a way I can not express, you have continued to bash my sister-in-law and make threats in way I could never imagine coming from you, you have been a huge part of my life, gave me words of motivation, a person I could come to to talk, a person with similar feelings as me. You have now shown me who you really and why you John got together in the first place.
Im glad we were able to make the memories and have the conversations we have had so i can look back fondly on our relationship because the road you are going down is a dark and lonely one and its only a matter of time till you turn on me as well as you have others.
I love you so much and you will always be the smart, funny, relatable sister in the back of my mind.