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I feel hopeless, alone, like everyone in my life has their life reassured and has found their place. Everyone is doing stuff, working socializing while I’m here.. alone. I feel empty, numb like there isn’t a person who truly, purely loves me. I know my family members love me but I think family members have to love you, you know? Like it wasn't by choice that they picked me. I think everyone’s life is better off without me. My “friends” in school haven’t ONCE texted me because they are not close with me I know but sometimes I feel like I’m so fucking irrelevant in this world I could die and they don’t give a shit about me. I have 4 other friends that I know love me but summer has proven that they are better off without me and they are having the time of their lives this summer while I’m here alone, what a shocker. Will I ever be worthy of that kinda love when someone can’t stop thinking of me or they miss me? You probably think I am being dramatic but I’m here alone crying at 1 am as I just realized all my supposedly friends don’t give a shit about me. How could I be so incredibly fool thinking they actually did. I know I don't matter to people but I just feel like this feeling will never go away like this quiet girl will always be insignificant and just a bump in the road in other people's lives. Will the time arrive when someone actually does? I FEEL SO HOPELESS and I can’t even think of going to therapy since my mom is so conservative I won’t dare ask her to take me.
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You’re not worthless and you are needed in this world.
Not everyone takes the same path and some people do for others because it brings meaning to their and other peoples lives :)
That is just as honourable as money and recognition.
You are so important to this world there’s only one you and I hope your mam can understand that you want/need therapy.
Your friends maybe don’t always show they care but sometimes humans don’t know what to say or understand how someone is feeling, maybe you could talk to your best friend about how you feel :) or another family member :)
I know you’ll find your way and fill the world with happiness.
Have a beautiful day.
ReplyHello there ,
Let me tell you that I do also feel the same sometimes. I don't have close friends and if I get to close to anyone they just don't feel the same.
Noone loves me , the person who did love me has left me because I was unable to love him back . And It is good for both of us.
He was my only friend. Now I don't have anyone in my life.
I also feel alone and I have nobody to talk . I can talk to some random person over social media platforms but they are always into flirting kind of things not even to have a deep conversation.
This phase is very depressing and I can't tell it to my family that what I'm going through. I have to fake smiles and laughs.
So, I want to tell you ... that's what life is !!
We have to face it anyhow.
The only option is left is that we can try to make our life better we have to find ways.
And one more thing you are not alone you just need to find people like you and time will give you .
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