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BRAIN DUMP
i feel a bit irritated and idk why i automatically worry about everything gosh i hate the fact that i am doubting things a lot or i am doing something wrong like its hard now to calm my nerves. i feel like taking a whole ass break from everyone. i have my college exam in the end of august which is very important and pretty difficult now my fam wants to go on a vacay like guys what about the previous months..........now a vacay?!
i dont even feel happy about it like something is wrong with me. my relationship also feels uncertain so i dont know how i feel about it and feels a bit weird yk,i feel i dont feel so secure there atm...it feels distant so i want to talk more to him to cover the gap but it feels wrong too. idk how are things......i am unable to find joy easily like i dont feel happy with things. tho i learnt a lesson today, that i have a comfortable life but its not necessary to be happy there so yeah thats that. its like a huge guilt gone. I dont feel bad for living a comfortable life tho i dont feel so happy about it. i am even glad that i have started brain dumping and writing all my thoughts that bother me at one place so its a good thing i suppose. Whats funny is that something wrong is not happening but i still feel somehwere thats something is going wrong and i am worrying yk. I need a hug like a very very very long one.
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If your relationship feels uncertain you must communicate with your bf. Doing this isn't wrong.
Replywe talked about it, its a bit better now.
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