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So idk whats wrong with me
2 months ago · · Stress,
This something about myself :
I'm an introvert , pretty studious , have good friends , nice brother and amazing parents .
I dont stand out
I suck at conversations
I'm not that attractive
I'm a pretty happy person
I do have really caring friends ( the ones with my interests )
That's all i want to say about myself
So I started with my classes and I had none of my friends in the same class as mine but it was okay as i created friends within a month . After that , a new student joined who was pretty , (idk other things about her ) , she looks very matured ( Compared to me . But I can't understand her at all . She not like a very happy person nor a sad person . She not boring nor interesting . She talks with one kid mainly . I feel distant with that kid . The new students talks with me and all but i feel very weird . I have friends in class . I don't know if i feel I'm insecure . I just feel weird . Am i jealous? But I don' even know her . I can't understand her at all . I can't understand her behaviour or expressions . I have never met a person like her ( she is not weird) . I don't know if she is happy with me asking her questions . I feel so weird and uncomfortable . Tbh , I wish she was easy going so that i could talk with her easily . I wish she was an extrovert ( I think she is but .... idk how to explain as i cant understand her at all ) . I'm not shading her in any way . I don't know what to talk with her . Is something wrong with me ? I wish I could explain more but I can't understand . I'm sorry .