What are you looking for?
Featured Topics
Select a topic to start reading.
Hey. So I have been going to the gym for 4 months now on and off. I go with my mom mostly. There is a guy I find cute. It was not love at the first sight. But then when I started going regularly I noticed him. We have had eye contacts but they meant nothing. I mostly avoid eye contact with everyone. I am one overly conscious, insecure and not good looking girl. I am also very shy and try to avoid every possible human interaction. So basically I just go there do my exercises ( actually struggle). I am quite weak rn can't lift much weights but I try.
Okay so the guy I am talking about is super strong and has a really good built. He is macho types with beard and all. He is only into his workout. I don't think he ever noticed me. He probably doesn't even know I go to the same gym. He never looked at me. Never. I always look at him when he's not looking so he doesn't know. Every time I enter the gym , my eyes always be looking for him. Ahh so weird I am. But I do this and can't tell anyone.
He according to me is the most attractive man in our gym and I am some random ugly looking chick. He would never be interested in me because I look hideous. But I really wish he once talked to me or atleast acknowledge my presence for once. But I really doubt if that's ever gonna happen. He is too good for me. He probably has a gf. And also why would he ever notice me when there so many other better looking girls in our gym and in the outside world.
I think I have a crush on him. I don't even remember the last time I had a crush on someone. It's been ages. So it all seems so new, exciting and annoying at the same time. I hate that I have a crush on someone who doesn't even know me. I know his name but he doesn't know mine. I liked him way before I knew his name. I didn't even tried it was like universe made ways for me to know his name at the time I was wondering how in this world I would ever get to know his name. Cause he doesn't talk to anyone. I also have not seen him smiling or laughing. Always seen his focused face. Wth. What do I do? I just hope all this fades away soon. The sooner the better. Cause we don't have a future together for sure.
If you see a comment that is unsupportive or unfriendly, please report it using the flag button.
More Posts
-
Am I wrong for feeling jealous?
So I have to friends one let’s call (m) and the other (f). The other day m and I were hanging out and we came across f at the mall and they started talking an...
-
Should I do it
Im 16, and this other person (16 too who I dont know), offered to send me money in exchange for pictures of like underwear, legs, stomach, chest, stuff like tha...
You’re shooting yourself down before anything even happens. Buck up against the insecurity that lies to you and tells you exactly what you’re afraid of
Reply