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So some background. My mom wants me to go to a religious private high school that she thinks is so great because of course if everyone your asking are people who work for it/ have conections of course they're gonna fucking say its great. But every kid I've talked to about it, you know the people who actually go or did go etc say nothing but bad things about it. One of my cousins, who sees me as a nice person, even said she didn't think I'd fair well there. And the school dress code is gonna make me feel constantly uncomfortable at school, which i will be at for hours everyday, and to think i hoped i could feel comfortable in my body one day -but smart move by my parents, this'll prevent that, right? I also had a school that would be perfect to go to but my mom says I "didn't get in," while it's likely I didn't saying as it's a lottery and I was pretty far down, i don't blame myself for not trusting her -that's what not raising your kids without trusting them does. So I plan on confirming that didn't get in and if I did (get in)I will kick up a storm until she agrees to send me there. But on the more likely chance I didn't, I'll see if there's another option -public school being out of the question because she's a bitch who "cares about me and my safety"- and when that doesn't work or, when, I wimp out on both plans cause I'm a loser, I'll either make a fuss until I get over it or just put up with it. And while it'll probably be fine as most of the kids likely feel similar as to how I do now, I'll still hate my parents a lot more than I did before for this. Fucking hypocritical bitches.
Side note I am aware of this and no one can convince me otherwise -because it's true- is that they're trying to condition me to live the way they do and is fitting with their culture (which wanting from me isn't bad, but forcing me and manipulating me until I have no other choice? It makes me so fucking mad) its so obvious and im glad i can see it. I don't want to live that way. But they just don't want me to become like my brother, who's apperently addicted to alcohol and does drugs -he doesn't do any of that they're making it up- or in other words the guy who is more successfull than my dad already and I'm sure a hell of a lot happier but isn't up to being what they want. So yes, I hope I can be like my brother and not you mom you fucking bitch and hypocrite who hates her life but wants to make that my life too. Overall, in my opinion my parents are slightly messed up in the head and bad people. I could go on but I already have for long enough if you read this far you're a literal god bro, love you.
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Because my parents moved around a lot I went to 6 public schools by the age of 6. I didn't mind school but when I was 8 my mental mother (who was in and out of mental hospitals and busy having nervous breakdowns) decided to suddenly turn catholic and put me into a catholic school and that was when I started to hate school. For my first year of high school my aunt got the weird idea that I should go to a catholic high school for my high school education. I hated being there so much I deliberately failed the final exams at the end of first year so my parents took me out. That worked. But then I was sent to another catholic high school near by. However, our family doctor realized how much I hated school and advised my parents to take me out altogether. So they said I could leave at the end of third year high if I passed the end of the year exams. I cheated all through the exams and that worked because I passed and got out of dreadful horrible school.
Anyway stand your ground and keep insisting on what school you want to attend. Parents don't know best especially as you are the one attending school not them. It is terrible the way parents push kids around. They must want their kids to hate them.
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