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3 months ago · · Depression
My life is slowly emptying. Last year I lost my mother. The year before I lost my partner. My friends are few and I feel unworthy of them. I’m so dissatisfied with myself, my personality, my thoughts. I try harder than ever to not make it their problem. I just want to love and be loved. There’s gaping holes in my heart I don’t know how to fill. I’ve even considered ending it but it would harm those few I still have. I owe it to them to try but I feel like it’s all coming to an end. I don’t want to hurt anyone, I just want to give back.