What are you looking for?
Nobody actually cares.
1 month ago · · Depression
Fake smiles, fake supportive comments, fake reassurance and fake love.
It's all fake. It's not genuine, they don't care at all. No matter how many times I scream in agony, wanting things to be over, to be held, to feel less alone in my suffering--they don't seem to acknowledge it. They want me to hear them out instead. And I become this people pleaser, self-soother, and therapist friend. I am nothing to them.
They only want me because I validate them, I listen to them and I mask my true feelings with an optimistic persona. Because who would want to spend time with an insecure, depressed person anyways?
They simply don't care.