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4 months ago · Untitled, · Explicit
Nothing ever changes. ♻️ with him. The hell is about to start again dad's gone after what he gets drunk on AGAIN. Getting defensive and being a jerk already. He goes "me n mom already talked about it I'm gonna blah blah blah blah blah blah blah". Uh huh. Like every other month cussing us then going 😭when he's out straight to bumming me. I'm sick of this shit ok. I know what's coming. If I can control my own meds he should be able to what he takes but hes got the f it IDGAF attitude them (me) will bail me out. Do you think I honestly enjoy this bullshit having my fight or flight response invoked at 3 am not knowing wtf a drunken psycho is gonna do to us or do?
. Maybe I'm overreacting but its the same every month. Bullshit. His attitude is different n he hadn't even got them yet. Its bullshit. Sure defend your drugs dad. I'm scared anxious already ok. Its been traumatizing. 4 months ago he said ILL CUT YOUR FUCKING HEAD OFF now not remembering it. So how should I feel?
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