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6 days ago · · Depression, · Explicit
It's affecting me, really badly. But I don't want to confront them since I become overwhelmed and overstimulated. I don't want this conflict, I just want this ongoing negative thing to be over. I am always in the middle of it, I used to be the 'mediator', I act like an adult more than them at times. They can't even communicate properly. It's so one-sided that it is driving me crazy. And I know I can move out or whatever, but not at the moment. I am not ready. I don't know how they'll act if I leave. I know it would change the situation, for sure. My dad hides a lot of shit from my mum and she only wants the answers, and my mum tries to involve the kids--but they don't COMMUNICATE. They don't talk and I am sick and tired of it. I just want to study in peace, I am feeling more depressed and lethargic day by day. Having nobody to confide into. Feeling isolated, lonely in my head.