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I don't know if I can still keep going though

7 months ago · 1 · Need Advice, +2


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I am highly depressed right now. I cannot even enjoy activities I loved to do. I don't know what to do in my life. Only thing I am focused right now is my job, because it doesn't let me think. It keeps me busy, so I don't have to think about anything except my work. I feel like I am falling from the endless mountain. Nothing makes me happy.

I live in Turkey, and things happening here is making things a lot worse. I call myself pretty emotional, and seeing the stuff happening in this country makes me sad as ever. Because of that I am even scared to go on literally Twitter, everytime I go online I see murder or abuse news. It breaks my heart so much.

Before that I used to live in Canada and USA. I was there with basketball scholarship, however I broke my elbow pretty bad and had to come back to Turkey. I remember living in Canada, I was actually happy. Now, I can even remember when I felt happy. I tried many ways to go back, but I nothing worked. I just cannot hold it together anymore. I feel like I am so close to break. I don't know what to do....

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  • Atreyu · 7 months ago

    Be patient. We all feel trapped at time. Just know these feelings will pass, and in time you will feel much more balanced and at peace. In the meantime its wise to keep yourself occupied and to stay focused on the good that is currently in your life.

    If you can focus on the good and find happiness in your current location, then you will easily find happiness anywhere else you end up.

    Give it some time. You never know what tomorrow holds. Best of luck to you!

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