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4 days ago · · low self esteem,
I feel like I've been stuck for the last 10 years. My body ages but my mind is where it was when I first cracked, when I became painfully aware of this existence. I've pushed people away, I don't find joy in most things, I don't speak much, I'm terrible at keeping relationships (of any kind). I've become this grandma that is so fed up of life and I'm only 26.
The thing is that I'm aware of this and a lot more that goes in me but I don't know where to start healing, I'm stuck.