Thoughts

As I said last night I hate my dad being aggressive. Sure enough he gets up near 8 this morning yelling HEY then throwing a tantrum and using the g d word because mom wouldn't give him what he wants (his drugs). Go figure🤷‍♀️. He said it 3 times. Well many times in the past EVERY TIME HE SAID IT SOMETHING BAD ALWAYS HAPPENS. God did say not to take his name in vain. So I hate that word with a passion. Its not God's fault you're miserable dad. As I found out they lied to me he went to buy more drugs yesterday morning. DID YOU REALLY THINK I WOULDN'T KNOW LOL I'm smarter than that. I know what brand they get and I saw one in his container. They were gone extra long to go grocery shopping for a few items so . I confronted mom. She's like he didn't want you to know. That's 110 fking pills HE DID NOT NEED TOTAL. He's mixing it with weed. This morning he told mom yelling f u I bought extra and I can't even take the g d things in a mean tone. Big sign of an out of control addict. Its sad honestly. Sigh I wanna go on vacation to a beach somewhere. I wish I could anyway.

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