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3 days ago · · Stressed,
Why does life have to be so damn hard. Why can’t I do what I want to do. I just want to be happy, why does everything try to stop me. Why am I not allowed to be happy. Why does the world always come crashing down on me when I get the slightest bit of hope. I have no right to complain… I have so much but at the same time it feels as thought I’m sinking deeper and deeper into the depths. I feel so far and alien. I don’t feel normal. I feel like something is missing, why am I so different. I just want to be happy. I want to be able to wake up and enjoy my life. Why does this hell repeat itself day and day. Why do my friends make me feel like a failure. Why does everyone’s eyes make me feel as though I’m hated. Why can’t I feel loved. Why can’t I feel love. I can feel pain and hatred so easily but why does love have to be so damn hard. Why can’t I just be… normal.