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2 days ago · · Stress, · Explicit
When you know what's needed to be done but you can't bring yourself to do it.
Why can't either of us end things? I believe that I've grown accustomed to dealing with dysfunctional relationships. I ended 7 years of marriage to a narcissist who wanted multiple wives. Now I'm in a relationship with a man that I don't know if I want to be in a relationship with. He's a good person, but I don't think that I can give him the "simple things" he's requesting of me. These "simple things" aren't so simple to give because of my past relationship.
I had to change, and grow tough to withstand the mental and physical abuse. I became defensive and ready to defend myself at any inclination of my character being tried. He says, "I'm not your enemy". It doesn't feel that way when every day, there's something that I'm not doing right! Hearing these things every day is fucking exhausting!