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Nature vs nurture
1 month ago · · Stress,
So Im psychologically messed up, right?
Here me out….
Nature: schizophrenic grandmother, bipolar mother, father unknown.
Nurture: raised mainly by schizophrenic grandmother till six, abandoned by father at five, raised by emotional and occasionally physically abusive narcissistic father figure and bipolar mother till fourteen, they divorced and 20 now living with two bipolar parents waiting of the next outburst or episode and I can’t leave
Severe Anxiety since I was 4, only getting worse
Depression since I was 10, also getting worse
Wished I was never born at 11
Walked in on my brother trying to kill him self at 12
Unable to express emotions by 14
A need to make people smile, laugh and happy because I’m used to chaos and fear
To afraid to get therapist because:
Anxiety, depression, c-ptsd, possibly autistic, probably bipolar, potentially schizophrenic
I’mma be drugged and locked up