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Late late night rant
1 month ago · Rant, · Explicit
I wouldn't be here IF I COULD ACTUALLY SLEEP. I was asleep mind you. My dad DISTURBED US BOTH MOM AND I. FOR NO REASON TOO I looked it was about 242 am. I WAS ASLEEP 😴😠😠😠😠😠. I hear him going to mom's room he goes HEY. Mom goes LEAVE ME ALONE. he goes FUCK YOU THEN. this was all FOR NO REASON. No purpose behind it. I wanna kick his fucking ass. He's still slurring in his voice so he's still under influence of ever how many drugs he took. He had passed out at about 11 finally I had to go in there cut stuff off. But that's bullshit ok. I told mom to lock her door yesterday. She goes why so he can just beat and beat on it. She shouldn't be so submissive to him. If we didn't have neighbors all around us above n beside us id go cuss him all to hell right now . That's bullshit. Its now after330 am my head hurts too. I hope he gets whats coming to him. I wish mom would toss him out he's a thorn in our side. I don't a fuck about his stupid check nothing is compared to peace next to God. That's priceless. Let him go live in the fkn homeless shelter. He shouldn't be putting us through this 😠😠😠😠😠. He used to be able bodied before he was able to fool disability he had absolutely nothing wrong with him at the time of his award of it physically. Mentally idk but over the years karma come back to him and him falling on stuff drunk and being in wrecks drunk did physical damage. Plus he had a light stroke 2 yrs ago. But hes going full force with drugs like he's a teenager. But he came back into my life and wrecked it too when I didn't really need him he needed me. So idk anymore. I have to live with every memory this man puts us through cuz hell no no memory once its all over. That's how it goes every friggin time. I wish had at least 1 family member that gave a shit about me here but I don't. The 2 I have don't care if the wolves claims me. That's why in part I think people commit suicide they don't see a way out. No I'm not offing myself but sometimes it feels hopeless 😞😔. I hear mom snoring in here I am wide awake cuz of a drunk dad. Its 350 am. Sunday August 7th 2022.
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