Thoughts/rant

I'm so sick of this crap. mom's an edgy mess whom you can't talk to without her going all to hell. Dad's a uncontrollable combative childish drunk. Every time I get around mom she's edgy about EVERYTHING always going "well I can't help it" :/ . Who said you could?

Mom ordered out food the pizza it sucked I won't say the chain but tbh you can get a store bought pizza put your own cheese on it with toppings its much better than what she ordered. They're new here and wee never ordered from them yet. I wanted pizza yesterday but hateful drunk ass dad was like NO I DON'T WANT IT. WELL WHO GIVES A F ABOUT WHAT YOU WANT ANYWAY YOU DON'T GIVE AF WHAT YOU DO TO US INCLUDING WAKING US UP AT 2 AM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

He always thinks I'm gonna bail him out. Sheds crocodile tears when he's out of drugs. Wahh 😭I can't sleep I'm shaking etc. WELL DON'T ABUSE THE FVCKING THINGS smh you friggin monster

HES HAD OVER 100 equal to 2.5 months worth of my own prescribed meds. That's bull$hit. I wish I didn't have to live with him that way everything would all fall on him n be his stupid ass problem INSTEAD OF MAKING IT MINE. He never takes responsibility or accountability for anything. Can't even stand to talk about the truth I HATE THIS SH!T OK. He in his drunken stupor burned a cigarette burn in this new apts carpet. ITS A NON SMOKING APT. They're supposed to inspect it once a year. Mom even smokes in her room. Whatever no wonder both their parents wanted to beat their asses years ago. They don't listen. this is not counting how they ripped off my moms mom for drugs.

I got a mixed hand being their offspring . I got the sensible part of both grandma's. Chill easy going part of my grandpa. But also their temper about things. I wanna smack both of them sometimes. Dad's just gonna destroy himself if he don't change. Yeah his b day is in a couple weeks. I don't really care though someone WHO WOULD TELL ME ILL CUT YOUR FKN HEAD OFF whether he remembers it or not I don't care. You don't say that to anyone IDGAF if he was drunk. Or in father's day YOU FKD EVERYTHING UP BY BEING BORN. I felt lower than a snakes belly after he told me that. I'm mostly numb to him now. Sigh. Ok enough for now.

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