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1 year ago · · heartbreak,
Maybe someday, I’ll have the courage to end this all.
I’ll have the courage to leave it all behind, the hurt, the pain
The constant untethered feeling.
I never found a home, they’ve all been temporary.
A temporary feeling of belonging.
Maybe someday, I’ll finally let go looking for where I belong,
Accept my fate. Accept my destiny. Broken things don’t belong anywhere.
I’ve been cruel to my heart, she warned me not to open her up to the world.
I didn’t listen.
I now have less of her than I used to.
I feel the emptiness, and I feel the sadness trying to cradle my heart,
Comforting her in a twisted way.
Slow poison, meant to kill you.
When will I end it all?
Why couldn’t I just have been selfish?
The memories, good and bad. All gone.
But my heart can’t let go.
It’s like a little bit of me dies every day.
One day, it’ll kill me.
I’ll finally be happy. The pain will have died too.