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1 month ago · · Need Advice
All my friends will soon complete their university but I never made it there. I don't talk to them anymore because I feel ashamed and not worthy. I was a straight A student in school but by the end of high school I completely sabotaged my life. Everyday I wish I was dead but I don't have the courage to kill my self . I feel guilty towards my parents. I was the happy and funny person of the group and now I am the only miserable one. I love them but I feel too inferior to talk to them again. For this reason they have started thinking I am arrogant but I just want to run away from everything and disappear. Help ....