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i have a year at university left and then i have to drop out. i only have 2 years left to get my degree, but i don’t have $45000 for my last year. so i have to go back to minimum wage customer service job after. i don’t want to file for a loan that i know will ruin my credit score and i’ll never be able to pay back the debt. of course financial aid said im too filthy rich to receive any financial help. of course they don’t care about the fact that every single dollar from me and my family goes towards my sisters medical bills and her surgeries. the worse part is going back home and having to face everyone who told me i would never graduate. who told me that university wasn’t for me. they were right. that’s what sucks. and to make it better, i cut my hair and my parents said it makes me look ugly. any trace of confidence i had is gone. broke, dumb, and ugly. all i can do is whine about 1st world problems. there’s kids dying of cancer at age 10 and all i can do is cry at night because i don’t have money for school. it’s pathetic. thinking about the actual hundreds of scholarships i’ve entered over the past years and never earning even one. those have to be rigged. this is it for me i guess. back to minimum wage and sleep for dinner. this is what i get for thinking i could be something better. woe is me. this is my pity party
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Replythe only way i’m gonna get $45000 is if i do something very illegal and somehow miraculously don’t get very caught
ReplyWho cares what other's said about you . You can't help the financial issues you have things unexpectedly happen. You don't gotta please them anyway. Keep your head held high.
Replyi suspect you haven’t worked customer service before, cause there’s no way to hold your head high when the 10th person of the day at 8am is screaming at you for not accepting a coupon that expired 2 years ago and you’re only getting paid 3 dollars and half a churro
ReplyGonna get straight to the point. Let's figure out a solution together because there always is. Do you think customer service is the best available job for paying student debt loans? It is exhausting and isn't paying enough to save up money for the previous year's school fees. So let's not make this an option anymore. We need a part time job which would help you save up well for your daily necessities and your college fees plus has minimum potentiality to lower motivation. Have you considered Mystery Shopping? Babysitting? Google it up. They both pay around 10$ -15$ an hour, it could vary depending on which family or firm is hiring. If you want, I could look up some more.
Also *hugs tightly* It must have been so hard dealing with all that stress. Plus the people you are supposed to count on, demotivating you is just the worst. It is so psychologically exhausting that it makes us feel like maybe we really can't do anything. It's so heartbreaking how wrong that is. I believe in you dude. I really do. I'm so sorry that families don't recognise our potential and attribute their negativity onto their children. If any parent makes their child feel that way, then that is entirely on them, it is not your fault. It is NOT YOUR FAULT. So don't punish yourself for their awful parental expectations. Live for only yourself. There's happiness in that. So when you get it all together, and I know you will, you will not blame them. But, thank yourself instead.
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