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Thank God he has ways of returning my joy which is stolen from me. Idk if I was already awake by dad's mouth he went yelling NO at to mom to I BREAK YOUR TV ITS NOT GOOD FOR NOTHING. I was tempted to yell you're not good for nothing yourself. he is when he is sober, no he's not Worthless nobody is, just not this way psychotically drunk and impaired by drugs. We shouldn't have to experience his drunk psychotic rage fits. I go to ask mom a couple of questions... Of course she goes all to hell in me making me her scape goat. Dad is yelling SHUT UP at me for no reason from the living area smh. He don't want to cooperate at all abide by moms n the apt complexs rules they're smoking in it like its a smoking apt its not. Mom tells him to turn a fan on him going IM COLD. The overhead oven fan is a suction fan out. Not in. He's acting like a child hollering that I don't care IDGAF crap. Mom tells him its in her name its already getting dingy from smoke he goes I don't care. She tells him to leave then. HE WON'T. I tell mom we'll get police here then. That's when she explodes on me going I can't pay the bills on my own. Um she's getting most of them paid without him anyway hello?!?!? Well I can't help im having issues or id have my own fkn apt . I told her not to throw that crap at me. She's like I'm not . Uh yeah you are. (Remember you all came here with nothing drained me of everything by your drug b s). I go do you want to be put through this hell the rest of your life? Idk what she said but I didn't need this already today Sigh. Dad's an effing psycho right now. I'm not engaging him he's both narcissist psychotic and drunk n impaired. Lord help me

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