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Yeah that's what I thought dad you're still a drunk son of a b. I suppose I shouldnt have said anything to him. However he's being ignorant smoking in the living (WHEN HE'S NOT EVEN SUPPOSED TO ITS A NON SMOKING APT) and just turning off the oven exhaust fan. So yeah we got into an argument over that after I tell him the smoke has nowhere to go . He sourly goes WELL TURN IT BACK ON THEN. I go what the hell is your problem? And he asks the same. I go YOU! And that's what I thought afterhe copies me. That's usually what I get copy cat responses because in hes under the influence of drugs. The dumb fuck can't comprehend running out equals hella life threatening withdrawal. Stupid ass don't care. HOW IN THE HELL CAN HE EAT NEAR 150 PILLS IN 2 WEEK'S!!!!?!?????! THAT'S WHY HE'S BEEN A RAGING MONSTER. . STUPID FUCK. that equates to over a 3 month med supply of what would do me. Man hrs stupid. Durr. Its ok. Worry about the consequences when the bottles empty. Dumb fuck. But no. It ALWAYS FALLS ON ME because I'm prescribed the same thing. In total mom gets 7.5 of what is equal to what he takes. In other words 30 low milligram ones. So Despite all the bullshit he thinks I can be his bail out regardless. NOT THIS TIME. he won't listen to mom or anyone. Seriously he needs to get help or get out. I get tired being woke up at 2 to 3 am and hearing cussing threats etc or being cussed at if I say something. He's an awful human being like this. Maybe one day hell regret all this. Of he don't get help it'll be his end likely. I'm just tired of the abuse and being put in the middle of it. Plus I got nowhere else to go. My 2 relatives here don't give 2 fks for me. Its either I'm so sorry call a crisis line or I get ignored. Its not fun being turned away FOR NO REASON in time of need. My aunt was able to help me those times in the past yet she refused being on her high horse and mean for no reason. I'll survive and show em all I never needed them anyway and they'll regret everything. What good are family who give you the πfor no reason. My aunt didn't have to be a bitch to me. When she's vin need age calls every number in the phone database not really but alot because she knows lots of people and is also a gossip. She's trashed me no doubt because she knew she was wrong turning me away yet shell go wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I'm all alone π. WHAT ABOUT ME? IT WORKS BOTH WAYS. I'm just mad how she did me ok it wasn't right. She would not have liked it. My feelings are valid . I am human after all. I don't enjoy being treated like crap. One day they'll all regret how they treated me.
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