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The title says it all. I want to be remembered. I might be bipolar and I say might because I don't know what I feel anymore. One moment the world is amazing and fun and full of wonder and then the next thing I know I'm stuck in bed crying because I can't get up. I haven't done much in 17 years now working on 18 total years of my life. I met a wonderful woman who became a second mother to me. She eventually had to move far away. I fell in love with a boy across the world from me at the moment. I am choked with so many fears and burdens in my mind. But I still want to be remembered. I don't know how long I can keep myself alive much longer. I've made promises to people but when I go dark I'm no longer myself. I become mean and cold, i don't love the same boy I thought I did. I am so confused and I think it might just drive me off the edge. I'm trying but I can't trust what myself might do when the lights turn out. So I live today trying to be remembered I write poetry. I write stories, I leave parts of me in people and the world. I keep trying to fit all my dreams into one day and it's so hard because I'm trapped. I'm trapped by my parents, I'm trapped by my own mind. So to the strangers out there, can you remember me? Can you remember a really caring girl, a weird girl but a good one. One that loves with everything she has and more, someone who brings light to people in the dark. Can you remember the name Riel. And think of a girl. Can you think of a girl smiling under the sun because I cant. I can't remember who that is anymore and eventually she will be gone...and what's left of her, what's left of me will just be an empty shell of a person. And I'll die that way, I'm living day by day, tomorrow isn't a fact for me but I want to get help I just don't think I can keep waiting for much longer. All I ask is to be remembered.
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I'll remember you Riel. I'll even put your name in my book so other people will read your name after we are long gone
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