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Tbh, Ik that I really love him. But he has put me through hell within the last 3 years with all the break ups and getting back tg. He has hurt me in so many ways, ways that don’t have even make sense tbh. I can tell if I miss him or how happy I was during the good moments of our relationship. He used to self harm himself, he hasn’t in 2 months but the whole time we was in the relationship it would stress me out. He said he did it to release stress but if I was mad at him or anything like that he would need to cut. It would make me really sad bc he wouldn’t tell me when he did most of the time. I was so happy when I was with him tho . I felt like the only girl in the world. But he went to the mental hospital and when he got out he broke up with me. He was sold cold and nonchalant then he started going to my school and dated my ex bsf and ignored me. We are okay now we are currently friends ig and he explained a lot of stuff. But I miss him and I wanna be tg with him ig he don’t like me anymore. But do I miss him or the memories. Am I so attached to him because he’s the only person I’ve ever truly loved? I mean he’s the only person that way able to make me love myself more than I did before. I keep running back to him and getting hurt.😕
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If he was particularly nasty to you at times and good at other times you are involved in a love/hate relationship which is very hard to get out of until one day when you have had enough and leave for good. This can take years. If you think about this long and hard enough he probably reminds you of the way you feel towards one of your parents and it can be either one of them. If he stops taking you back you will eventually get over him. But for now I guess you will keep running back unless you do something about it.
ReplyIf you care for him and he ended up in a mental hospital being around you, don’t you think your love would make you stay away from him so you can watch him from afar get better? When we love someone, we like seeing them get better, not worse, even if that means letting them go.
ReplyIn a way I feel like if I’m around then he will get better, he grew up without much love and care and that just may be his problem. Usually it’s me taking him back and much as I would love to block him and forget about him every time he comes back I simply can’t and it repeats the cycle. Right now I’m at a point where I’m slowly breaking myself away from him. Thank you
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