What are you looking for?
4 months ago · · heartbreak,
I wish someone understood how I was feeling and I wish someone would tell me how I was feeling is normal. I just wish there was someone I could to who has also experienced what I have so I wouldn’t feel like the only person affected. I walk around my school seeing smiles and hearing laughing and everything is in slow motion. I close my eyes and all I see is him. All I hear is him. All I imagine is going back in time and seeing him show up for the first time all over again. Before I made the worst mistake of my life. Before everything changed. I’m still holding onto everything that’s gone because it hurts to much to let go. I know that it’s over and my mistakes are irreversible, but it will always hurt more to admit that than to keep on hoping and dreaming that one day time will turn back and I can meet you all over again.