As I understand other's struggles and while world is getting sick and dark.

First, I am drunk to pass the time and to deal with this crazy heatwave on the west coast. Second, since I don't usually drink on Sunday due to my "M-F work schedule". I decide to drink to be expressed myself and find the root cause of the poisoned past and unbalanced social norms and watch people's videos about life struggles. Please forgive me for my grammar and other errors.

I pressure to start a family and career or go to college once after I graduated high school. That all changed after I suffer a medical injury before I graduated high school. However, it was a blessing and curse. It took me almost a year to recover. I lost my friends, love crushes, and life meaning.

But, I got back on track. It took me almost five years to get back on track or find life's meaning. (Here a straightforward breakdown). 2007-2010 lost in life and meaning. 2011-2016 getting life together and plans. 2016-2019 life struggles. 2020- present as we get older choices are limited and a ticking time bomb and things we can not control in our daily life, and covid-19 pandemic.

Last, now I still make mistakes or life/world decide to give me S**t problems. I managed to deal with it. Due to life experiences, others' life experiences, going to community college, and how the world runs. Yet, my grandparents and parents had a suitable and wholesome lifestyle before the internet and advanced technology. But, back then they had harder due to society's norms and customs. Now. It is harder and disturbs thanks to social media and society's lower standards. But, sometimes people used social media as a tool. About struggles in life and the present time. The more I watch and read people's posts. The better I understand, minus the toxic influences ( ex. Qanon, wokeness cultures and etc. At least, I am alone.