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Feeling like utter crap

4 months ago · 0 · mom, +2


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Today I feel sad, because I know I didn't try my best. Before what kept me going was me trying to safeguard what made me feel good and happy. When I hear my mom sing with the new headphones she just got (now she has like 5 headphones) "In the end, life goes on anyways, hey!" I feel dead inside. I strongly wanted to prove her that sometimes we don't want to keep going and destiny is not an excuse for life going on. So, I didn't want to keep going. And now I'm here. She caught me at such a bad moment when she sang that segment of the song, I wasn't trying my best or I wasn't feeling very strong. Suicidal thoughts took over my head. Like suicide was the only way or solution out of this madness.

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