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I literally hate my mom and dad with all my family members and cousins....they r selfish and even dont include me most of the times especially in their group discussion.... by indirectly telling that i m simple a B.Sc zoology student and they are Engineering students....in other words i aimed for NEET for something unfortunate happened and cant get selected this year...so i didnt even dropped my year for fathers sake....and continued my B.Sc with NEET preparation....as my mother a working lady she stays away from home...and visits only in holidays...so i have to do all house chores....and having all responsibilties starting from cooking till brooming etc etc....for which my health condition also not that good.....so my dad always taunts me and teases me....that your life is ruined now just marry a good guy and do their house works...it hurts y'know...i literally dont jave anyone to discuss my issues....i m a single girl child of my family....i m a bit introvert so i dont have any trustable friends...whenever i feel sad i just write it down in my personal diary...i just cant hold my tears anymore....i too want to study i too want to have fun with my classmates instead of doing home chores....how much i do he still nags me u simply eat and sleep....he always tells me that his body is paining....and it is hurting....but did he ever asked me how much i m suffering????i just want to die instead of bearing it i literally cant anymore since age 10 to 19...i have tolerated a lot....my last wish is to die....now....i m totally depressed bcoz i cant achieve my dreams i tried a lot in 2021 and scored mocks 600+but i m not getting a govt medical now....i m frustated....all my family use to treat me like a honorable person while studying for NEET ....now they make fun behind my back.....i m sorry for myself....
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Please stop feeling sorry for yourself because that leads to depression. You should talk to your closest family member or members about this and tell them how you feel and ask to be treated with respect. As well as this begin to look for a way to leave home because at 19 you are old enough to do this. If you are depressed you should go to a doctor for help too.
ReplyThanks for your concern:)
ReplySee....first of all Don't feel alone...there are many people in fact most of the us ,who can't Have what they dreamed off . So don't be sry for urself u r just another humble girl who have tried enough.Now try to forgive urself and thn chill out with urself love urself . About family members let them talk behind ur back but nvr on ur face give thm reply as they deserve . remind urself not to ovrthink after reply becoz its what they deserve and LOVE is what u deserve.
ReplyThankss i feel good...:)
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