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Loving someone from afar.
1 year ago · · Love,
We broke up 2 months ago... even with the traumatizing experience I decided to heal myself and not drown into the bitterness of what happened.
Remember the saying, “Heal so you don’t become the people that traumatized you.”
I let myself cry and cry and let every painful memory hurt. I don’t repressed anything or ignore the pain because it will resurface one day all at once.
So I do my best to feel it all deep within.
I am okay now, I am healed. But I also believe healing isn’t linear. I went to the stages of grieving.
Even with what happened and how she treated me, in the end I forgave her.
I was mad at her at that one phase of my grieving stage...
But now I realized even everything I’ve gone through, I still love her.
Loving someone doesn’t always mean you have to be with them...
I choose to love her from afar, we have no contact anymore. But I still consider her in my prayers.
I still pray for her to be happy, safe and okay.
I wish her well. But I no longer want her back in my life.